Fuck you broke toe
I will continue to bend your swollen
Bruised bitch ass until you bend
Like you are supposed to!


Some poeple are going to get
A gift wrapped punch to the face
With a razor blade bow
Soaked in AIDS for XMas

And what hoes.

hes a hobbit, Im the juggernaut.
Im handsome, hes some kind of troll, I think.
please dont ever insist that we are very simmilar.

Did I lend anyone my copy of final fantasy 9?


I cant seem to find it and even though it sucks, its the only one I am missing.

Suspicions: confirmed.


Almost a relief, but alas, more maddening than anyhtign else.

Awesome New Year Resolutions

Here is a quick update on my life
-mom is still sick
-getting part of her lung removed after the new year
-stress to a lesser degree
-go on double dates with blank berthium and croteau
-christmas shopping

fun fun I guess.
That is all you get.

I need to calm down. There is alot coming up that I shouldnt nor can I do angry. Im going to try calming down for a bit. But this unfortunately makes me complacent and un motivated. I need to find a reason th do things that isnt Rage or revenge. Why cant I go to the gym to be healthy? why doe s it have to be so I can be better than other people. Nothing I do is "for me". All of it is motivated by greed and anger and vengence.

I'm truly out of my mind.


I fucked up on my diet today. tomorrow I will make myself pay for it.

Busy week ahead but much to look forward to. Hangong with laura tomorrow, type 4 friday, hangin out with ken on friday And drafting. sweet times.

I gotta shake this off. I cant let it haunt me forever. Weaker people than I have gotten over things far worse Im sure.

The trick I think is to just stay busy. stay out of my own head for a while.

I was sick of being lied to. THATS WHY

Staying savage.



On a side note this beard is driving me crazy, but I guess thats good.

ive totally fucking had it with me.



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I cant even recall being this angry ever. I hate myself so FUCKING MUCH AGGGGGG

Time to make my move.

5lbs down, 25 to go. i wanna shave this beard.


Free all weekend btw.....ladies...

more fuel to the fire.


Brianne ill pick you up round 4 tomorrow for gym time shenaningnas.